I just need to vent.
I don't feel well and my body hurts. Everything hurts. It hurts to breathe, it hurts to pee and of course it hurts to move. I'm tired. I want to go to bed but I can't. The kids will be in bed around 830 and Rick will be home around 1030. I'm hoping to be in bed by then but I'd feel guilty so I'll stay up.
This is what I get to look forward to for the rest of my life. Periods where I feel great and then the flares. I just need to remember if Jordan can do it then I can too.