My heart is broke and it hurts like you wouldn't believe. I've spent the last 18 months caring for Granny. She's been gone for 3 weeks and it still hurts like she passed yesterday. I know this is for the best and she's no longer in pain but I am.
My days are empty now. Kids are in school and I'm alone. There are a million things I could do but I can't. I've been sick for 2 weeks. My stomach is a mess. I can't eat. It's not that I don't want to because I do, I'm starving, but when I do it hurts. I've lost weight, I'm depressed, flaring and miserable. I miss the way our life was just 2 months ago. Everything can and did, change so fast.
I hate cancer and I miss my Granny :(